Wake Up! Watch!

Mark 13:35 “Therefore keep watch because you do not know when the owner of the house will come back—whether in the evening, or at midnight, or when the rooster crows, or at dawn. 36 If he comes suddenly, do not let him find you sleeping.37 What I say to you, I say to everyone: ‘Watch!’”

This makes me ask:

Am I asleep, or sleepwalking through this life? Am I trying to avoid something? Do I seek to numb or avoid parts of life that are just too hard, confusing, or scary?  

I want to WAKE UP! I don't want to be caught sleeping.