I was listening to Tim's sermon this week. If you didn't know, you can listen to them here: https://www.cnhrogers.com/sermon. Toward the end of the sermon he said a line that struck me:
"Do I want God or do I want what God can do for me?"
We worshipped with this song on Sunday, and since then it's been playing over and over in my head and heart all week. And to drive the visual home, we had a family bonfire this week and burned up an old Christmas tree.. The flame was incredible! Nearly uncontainable if it hadn't been for the huge fire ring we had around it. The flames shot into the air and we all looked up, hoping the flames wouldn't catch on the treetops above. It was amazing to feel the heat and air coming off that fire. I want that kind fire in my soul. I want to burn so hot that it ignites others. I want more of God.